for two days the feeling consumed me,

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Registered: 06-08-2007
for two days the feeling consumed me,
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Fri, 08-29-2008 - 2:41pm
today i gave in . i called him. generally i'm pretty good and wont give in to the feeling. today i couldn't help it. for like an hour i picked up the phone, half dailed his number, then hung it up. then i dailed his number and talked to him. he was really happy to hear from me. i'm stopping over to see him later on. i hate giving in to the way i feel some times. at times i really miss him and need him like today.
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Registered: 02-25-2008
Fri, 08-29-2008 - 3:06pm

Hi Tori


Came across your post and finding myself fighting those same consumed urges to contact at this moment.

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Registered: 06-08-2007
Fri, 08-29-2008 - 3:17pm
actually he sounds like he really needs me today to. i offered to bring some dinner over to him, he said he's not in the mood for food. he was packing up the place,it seems they are closing that spot. he feels sick, i think he needs me there right now. he told me just to come over when i can. he says they are placing him back into his old spot in a couple of weeks, that's when this will be closed. i hope so. already i feel sick that this may be the end of our relationship as well. today i realize how intense my feelings for him really are. i've always tried to mask them for me and self preservation. i really do love him, and i'm glad i called him.
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Registered: 06-08-2007
Sat, 08-30-2008 - 10:55am
he needed me, and i'm glad i called and went to him.