Ugh, I think I've got it bad...

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Ugh, I think I've got it bad...
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Wed, 11-03-2010 - 2:33pm

So, it's been 3 days since I met up with AP for the first time, and I just can't stop thinking about him! To the point where I'm actually scaring myself! I can feel myself falling, hard and fast, and it really worries me. I'm not even sure where things are headed with him, and here I am, unable to get him out of my head! He knows I'm in the process of leaving H, but I don't know if he is planning on being with me for the long haul, or just enjoying that right now he can "be" with me without having to be committed. I want to bring it up, but I don't want to ruin what we have right now by overanalyzing it. Blah, I need to get

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Registered: 03-30-2010
Wed, 11-03-2010 - 2:46pm

I have a good song for this one...Hope you enjoy!

 


Much peace & Love,


Rayne


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Registered: 10-27-2010
Wed, 11-03-2010 - 3:28pm
Oh, I miss that song! LOL.
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Wed, 11-03-2010 - 3:58pm
Ok this one is my personal favorite because it's the way I feel for AP with the withdrawals....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2fMC-L4DRU

 


Much peace & Love,


Rayne


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Registered: 05-03-2010
Wed, 11-03-2010 - 4:31pm

Just slow down and take deep breaths: you're in the midst of some serious A fog right now!

I can tell you this much: they say it calms down over time, but I'm 11 months in, and still feel that way about AP :smileytongue:

anotherseyes

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Registered: 02-06-2010
Thu, 11-04-2010 - 1:55am
good lord! isn't it amazing how much we can literally FEEL an FAll when in another's ams? wow.....
when one does not love too much, one does not love enough --blaise pascal
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Thu, 11-04-2010 - 2:03am

what fun for u if this is all new for u! welcome to the addiction of the affair. the adrenaline, the rush, the high, the dilated pupils, rapid breathing, and the heart pumping ecstasy that comes with finding a really good match. what u r feeling is temporary, dependent on seeing and touching him again. it may be

when one does not love too much, one does not love enough --blaise pascal
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Thu, 11-04-2010 - 9:07am
Marie couldn't of said it better myself!

 


Much peace & Love,


Rayne


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Registered: 10-08-2010
Thu, 11-04-2010 - 9:24am

marie, you are right on the money...I still get the butterfly feeling when I see a text pop up from AP.

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Thu, 11-04-2010 - 9:43am
Hey Daisy,

Try not to worry to much about what goes on in AP's home with his W. As curious as you might be its good to know as little as possible most times. It just gets you more involved and maybe you don't want to know all the details. I think its something he's trying to handle at home and doesn't want to burden you with any of his problems. He goes to you for escape, release, fun, hope, etc...He doesn't want to ruin that by talking about his problems. Enjoy the moment & time that you are with him....go with the flow.

 


Much peace & Love,


Rayne


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Thu, 11-04-2010 - 9:48am
mariemariemarie2010 wrote:

...have fun with him, have no expectations and u will not be disappointed. easier said than done always, right?

Yes, much easier said than done! I'm trying to keep my feelings separate and just have fun with it, but I'm not doing such a great job. And AP makes it hard- he sure seems to know just the right things to say to make me melt! Then I get all those warm fuzzy feelings all over again!

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