UGH its the thinking that drives me nuts
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UGH its the thinking that drives me nuts
| Fri, 05-21-2010 - 9:06am |
Argh this A stuff is exhausting- and its all my own doing!
Had a lovely lunch on Tuesday, lovely play afternoon Thursday at a hotel, he didnt text me today (Friday) so now I have evil squirrels running around my head telling me he must have gone off me in the last 24hrs.
UGH I hate this part of the A. No matter how great it is- there are always doubts arent there. I mean honestly what more can he do to show me he cares? We are both cake-eaters and Im ok with that. But apparently I also want daily affirmation of his feelings- when did I become so unsure of myself!!!
Thanks for letting me vent xxx
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Thanks Lexi
Fair dinkum if I was batting for the other side Id run away with you :)
You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice. ~Steven D. Woodhull
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Thanks Sillyme, though Im not sure I totally agree. We definately have feelings for each other but I am naturally a more demonstrative person than he is PLUS he has a lot more guilt and moral issues than me.
Not that I dont have those issues mind you, but his Mum left his Dad when he was a teenager for a man she was having an affair with, and his first wife left him for a man she was having an affair with. So he really struggles with the fact that, of all people, he is now doing this to his partner/children.
I did actually get a short sweet text from him yesterday morning and I knew he was interstate with a colleague for the day. But he normally writes 'have a good weekend' or something similar late Friday afternoon as we have no contact on weekends. He didnt do that yesterday which is when my squirrels began.
I do know he thinks about me (and a bit more than a round of golf) but we are definately facing our own issues