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| Tue, 03-23-2004 - 1:05pm |
Well, we had this same sort of conversation several weeks ago, and I told him that I do intend to leave H. But it will take time for me to build my courage. You all understand I'm sure...well I don't know what to do. I love OM. And I don't want him to have to be in this situation, and I also, don't want to be in this situation. I'm so torn up inside.
OM won't tell me he loves me, because he said he can't say it and then send me off to another man. But I know he knows that I love him. I know he's thinking, how can I love him, and go home to another man. I don't know what I'm asking for...but God why does it have to be like this...
I'm supposed to spend the day with him this Saturday, and after our conversation today, I'm feeling that he may not want to.

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(I was spending a saturday with OM at his house, when his B unexpectedly stopped by. Thank God we weren't naked...LOL!) OM says he hates lying to his family.
Through your R with MW, what did you think of her? can you share??
Edited 3/23/2004 4:15 pm ET ET by saturdaysister
I am sure he feels the same. I kept it all in while I could. Apparently he has reached the point where it's no longer possible.
I knew in my heart of hearts that he would never talk to me like that. But it was just the wrong comment at the wrong time, you know. We won't be able to continue our "discussion" until tomorrow. He's extremely busy at work today, and I know I picked a wrong time to fuss with him about it. But you know, he didn't even say that when he called. He said, he was busy, but after reading my email, we needed to talk, but he probably couldn't talk long. Things escalated, but never were they heated. I know we'll work it out...
((((((BOSTON)))))) Thank you so much for your insight into his mind. I know that you can't speak for every man, but the words you wrote were so poignant, that I think that must be something of what he is going through. Thank you for opening my eyes to his side, as best you could. Thanks again!!
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