Update and how to move on
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Update and how to move on
| Mon, 02-23-2004 - 8:54am |
It has been 2 weeks since my om was so weird/rude on im. I never got a reply to my "wtf" e-mail. I sent another e-mail 3 days later asking him if he was attending an event my H and I would be at, maybe we could all meet for a drink. He replied right away, said yes he would be there and asked me to let him know where we would be sitting. I e-mailed him the info and told him to call my cell while he was there. I took all this as a "yellow light". He did not reply to the heavy e-mail, wanting answers, but he did reply to the light e-mail. I decided to just wait and see what happened at the event. Well he never replied again and I did not see him at the event. Last week was the one year point when all of this started, so I was really thinking back more than normal. BUT, so many great things happened for me last week. I took it as a sign from somewhere that maybe the timing was not just coincidence. It got me thinking that last year was the beginning of alot of crap, and maybe this year it's the beginning of alot of good, which it all will be for me. BUT, how do I move on now and really forget this om for good. How do I get all the unanswered questions out of my mind. I feel so HORRIBLE. Looking back, I was treated like a one night stand. I waited so long for an affair and that is not what I had. The last time we talked on im he made comments about something I said to someone that was not true. He would not let me explain and said, I just ended this conversation, move on, I'm getting bored. I want to clear my name and explain so many things to him. Knowing me, I think that is the only way I will ever get over this, but I don't know how to make it happen. I know I should concentrate on the positive things in my life right now, but this is clouding everything. Thanks for reading, C

good morning cowboy.
CL-Gurlfriend50
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