Update on Blog 3-28 "Affair Help."
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|Mon, 04-14-2014 - 1:46pm|
so an update on the situation. The twins arrived a week early and I knew trouble was looming, but I was not in store for the ultimate shock. It came via FB chat. I had noticed distance between us, but I figured he was just busy with the new arrivals. NOT the case. I asked him if things were over expecting to hear of course not, but to my shock and disbelief, he sais yes. He said he couldn't continue to do this to his family and to his wife who had a very hard birth and recovery. I am devastated, hurt, angry, bitter, and in uttter disbelief. How could a man who said "things would never end unless I ended, because he never was going to" change his feelings for me in 2 weeks? How could it be over? I feel numb, lost, sad, lonely and betrayed. I also feel like I was being used until he figured out if he wanted to REALLY be a father and husband. I don't know where to even pick up the pieces, because unfortunately, we work one on on together every day. Please help! I am broken :(