Update on discussion with MM yesterday..
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| Tue, 08-26-2003 - 7:50am |
I called him back and I told him how confused I had been since our 'conversation' on Thursday. I asked him if we were 'alright' and he said absolutely..are you alright? and I said yes...and he said well, we are absolutely alright. He told me he had only been trying to give me some space...as I do have alot of other personal things going on in my not so immediate family at the time. He said he didn't in any way mean to give off the impression that he wanted to stop seeing me and that he wanted me for life and didn't ever intend on letting me go again.
He said it was wrong of him to 'ask' me questions but...that sometimes his fear is that I won't 'tell' him if something is wrong, therefore..he trys to pull it out of me. He said he hadn't thought that I might feel as though he had been having negative thoughts himself. He was he did at times feel insecure but he thinks it's just the situation we are in and his wanting me and my wanting him. He said the whole thing was just really frustrating at times.
To sum it all up, we had a really good conversation and now...I think I love him more than ever ....if that's possible. Life just seems so unfair at times. I also told him NOT to start things like this with me within days of my period as he did Thursday...I told him that's why I was soooo weepy. He laughed cause he said he hadn't thought about it being 'that time'...and said he'd know better next time.
Thanks to everyone for the great support I received...I'm sure I'll be needing more soon, as my emotions seem to flip (at least weekly) :0)

Glad things are out in the open now and you're feeling better about them!
Liberal