Update on me being so desperate
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| Sat, 11-01-2008 - 8:54am |
First, thank you all for your honest opinions. I agree totally that I need to move out of this A and get some help. The way this A started was so wrong. He was my therapist and made the move on me. I was so lonely in my M and there was little sex. He took advantage of me and at first it was fine b/c I was not E involved. I am not playing the victim totally b/c it takes two to tango. I have never wanted to leave my H and he did not want to leave his W so that was never the point. I was looking for someone to keep in contact with me - ask how I was doing- and seem like he cared. He rarely does that -
I have not talked to him since Wednesday and it feels good to not be trying to contact him. I know I have days ahead of me that will be hard. I definitely will be on the board to receive the support that I need.
I have confided in one of my dearest male friends about how all of this started. He is really pissed and has told me that I deserve better and that I am definitely not desperate. He has helped me see how crazy this guy is - I am not sure I was the first, and I probably will not be the last. I do plan on contacting my AP in two weeks. I was going to just wait a week, but that is not long enough for ME to get my head straight.
When I get normal again, I am thinking about seeing him and telling him that he should NEVER get involved with a client again. I would turn him in, but I am not sure what tat would mean. I know I would have to testify and my H would find out. I have a lot to lose also.
I have made an appt to go see a female therapist so I have that support also when the A is over.
Thanks again....

I haven't been on here for awhile, but I do remember your story from awhile back.
ERRRRRGGGGGG!
I will keep everyone up to date.