Update from my Night

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Registered: 08-19-2010
Update from my Night
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Fri, 08-20-2010 - 1:54pm

Well, last night was encounter 3 and all day I have had a smile on my face. Seeing as this A is new Im a little reluctant to be so hyped up but I read on another post on here that when an A is good, it's GREAT and when its bad, its HORRIBLE so I'll go with it.


AP is a semi driver so meeting has to be very time specific and location always varies. But, I wasn't nervous this time. I felt very comfortable, watched him walk up in the dark, got all butterflys in my stomach, he gave me a big hug, we walked back to his truck, ya-de-da-de-dah! He is on the road all week and home on weekends so my options of seeing him are twice a week. I'll take that! But I can forsee it becomming harder and harder for me to get out and have an excuse for H given the only time we can meet is late. Fortunately, my gym is still open at that time so for now...I'll get my exercise. LOL


I will have to say one moment that rocked my world (as it was being rocked like never before) I said in the heat of things "Oh My God, where the hell did you come from?" and without hesitation he replied "From heaven baby, from heaven" - I know how corny but at that moment of pure excitement and passion - I don't think I will EVER forget that.


So I know he sleeps all day while his friend drives and is sleeping but I havent heard from him today. Im a little antsy but we did text last night after I left him. I made some comment about how wonderful he was but I hated that we only had like 45 min each time and feeling rushed to talk and get to know him along with the PA part of it all. He said "just imagine babe if we had all night long together" and I said "yeah right, a girl can dream" and he said "don't count it out, dreams can come true" - so for now, Ill stay on my Cloud of happiness.


Oh yeah, I almost forgot - I went home and H was all roudy and in the mood for sex. ACK!! NO! LOL I dont ever give him any affection. I dislike him and am no longer attracted to him for a number of reasons. If we have sex, it is about once every 2 months and I admit, I think I just give in to shut him up as the enjoyment is no where there as with the AP. I came up with some excuse as I always do, he got mad, started yelling and calling me a cold biotch but then I went to bed with a smile on my face and my own secret. Craziness!!! I know! But - so what I need right now in my life...at least for the moment. I do hope to hear from him today though before he goes home to his W for the weekend.

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Registered: 06-02-2010
Fri, 08-20-2010 - 7:48pm

...LOL I dont ever give him any affection. I dislike him and am no longer attracted to him for a number of reasons....

from your posts , your H sounds like a loser so keep fooling him ,he can never find out .
Btw have you tried doing it with Ap on you H's bed ? Try that , it can be simply amazing .

best of luck