Update on my Weekend

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Registered: 03-19-2004
Update on my Weekend
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Mon, 04-19-2004 - 9:00am
First, I want to thank everyone for all their good wishes on Saturday. I could feel the positive vibes all day long!

As for my night with my MM...all I can say is "Wow." I kept trying to come up with something more eloquent, but that just about sums it up. It was so intense - both physically and emotionally. The things he said, the way he looked at me, the way he touched me...well, it has been a long time since I have felt that adored and that wanted.

In the last 15 or 20 minutes of our time together, I felt myself getting sad and pulling away. I couldn't figure it out. I certainly didn't want our magical weekend to end on a down note. Then I realized that I was preparing myself to go back to the "real" world and to deal with all the "real" things in my life.

On the drive home and all last night, I felt almost as if I was on overload. I am still trying to sort all these emotions that I'm dealing with today. I am scared and thrilled all at the same time. Hmmmmmm...similar to being on a roller coaster. Who would have thought??? :)

Thanks again to everyone for your support. I am so grateful for these boards and the people on them.

Happy Day!

Jess

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Registered: 09-16-2003
Mon, 04-19-2004 - 10:56am
Sorry for getting into a spat with you know who like that this AM. I don't want to see angry hate mails first thing in the morning... I definitely don't want to get in the way of the real event, the wonderful weekend of yours. I am glad you had fun (with or without the shave) with the MM.
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Registered: 03-30-2003
Mon, 04-19-2004 - 10:59pm
Jess

Wondering how you are feeling and just letting you know I am thinking about you.

Sorry for the words with "J" (i like that better than you know who)

Have a good day

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Registered: 04-16-2004
Tue, 04-20-2004 - 7:34am
I'm so happy you had the weekend you had hoped for.
cl-noregretsyet (co-cl of MAS board)
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