Update on my Weekend
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| Mon, 04-19-2004 - 9:00am |
As for my night with my MM...all I can say is "Wow." I kept trying to come up with something more eloquent, but that just about sums it up. It was so intense - both physically and emotionally. The things he said, the way he looked at me, the way he touched me...well, it has been a long time since I have felt that adored and that wanted.
In the last 15 or 20 minutes of our time together, I felt myself getting sad and pulling away. I couldn't figure it out. I certainly didn't want our magical weekend to end on a down note. Then I realized that I was preparing myself to go back to the "real" world and to deal with all the "real" things in my life.
On the drive home and all last night, I felt almost as if I was on overload. I am still trying to sort all these emotions that I'm dealing with today. I am scared and thrilled all at the same time. Hmmmmmm...similar to being on a roller coaster. Who would have thought??? :)
Thanks again to everyone for your support. I am so grateful for these boards and the people on them.
Happy Day!
Jess

Wondering how you are feeling and just letting you know I am thinking about you.
Sorry for the words with "J" (i like that better than you know who)
Have a good day