Update...MM vs. SM
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| Wed, 04-14-2004 - 4:47pm |
Then today, SM asked me to go to lunch with him and I said I would. MM told me to cancel because he wanted to go to lunch with me. (He NEVER asks me to go to lunch, I have always been the one to ask him.) I said I wouldn't because that would be rude. He got really mean again and pretty much dealt me an ultimatum that I could either continue to talk to him or date SM.
I told him he was being unfair. I understand that he is hurt and jealous. But, how does he think I feel every time he tells me how he feels about me and then goes home to W? I am 26 years old, do I really want to spend these years of my life like this? I also really don't like this mean side of him. I don't know what he is trying to accomplish, but I am only getting angry now. At least this is a side of MM I am seeing after only a month. The things he said.......I've never had a man speak to me that way....
I've said before, I care SO MUCH about him. I want him in my life, even if just as a friend. He always said that too. I just want to scream at him....IT IS JUST A FREAKING DATE!!!!! And it is on a Friday...the day he goes home to W.
He is just pushing me toward SM right now. Anyway, that's my vent and an update. Thank you all for your advice. I am really excited about the date with SM on Friday!

That just might be the push you need to go into SM's direction. As I said earlier, give the SM a chance and spend a lot of time with him. You don't necessarily want to tell all this to MM since it will make you and him miserable. Give the SM a chance. He might be the guy who makes you forget all others. Sometimes fate has unusual ways to help us get ourselves out of unhealthy predicaments.
PG