ups & downs !!!

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Registered: 03-05-2004
ups & downs !!!
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Sun, 04-18-2004 - 11:52am
Too many ups and downs! Hang in there with me guys! I am trying to get my head on straight! Started to lose who I really am! That is no good ! I know we mostly post here when we are down, for support ! There is a real lovable, energetic,passionate side to me!
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Registered: 09-16-2003
Mon, 04-19-2004 - 4:37pm
So passionate, energetic and loveble trouble how are you doing today?? Any news of the vanishing MM?
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Registered: 03-05-2004
Mon, 04-19-2004 - 5:00pm
NOTHING YET !!! I AM SO BEWILDERED BY THIS ! I am not exactly functioning to well. It is hard to even move. I have asked to take a few days off work to try and get myself together. MM mans birthday is the 25th and I was looking forward to it. Now I just don't know if I have anything to look forward too! I have to work three days this week and then I am off for 6. I was on the computer earlier today and a call came through on callwave. They didn't leave a message. Maybe it was him! And maybe that's wishful thinking! It was from a calling card though because I looked it up! I don't know anyone who would use a calling card to call me. I know it came up as winter park florida! I don't know anything. This crap is getting to me big time! But I am still hanging in there!
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Registered: 09-16-2003
Mon, 04-19-2004 - 6:55pm
Weird, honey. I don't like all this calling card and callwave thing. Remind me of tooo much crap that went on in my life not too long ago. And you reacted just like me with hope. Anyway, I hope MM will call you soon and you can get it all sorted out.