venting time!

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Registered: 05-15-2004
venting time!
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Tue, 05-25-2004 - 10:15pm
ok so ow is here and her and w just went to store to buy ciggs. anyways this will officially be the last time i see her for months. i saw her the other day and we did our thing but tonite is it. I cant even kiss her, hug her, look in her eyes. Im soo hurting right now and just need to vent. I know its not over but i fee l like it is. i feel like everythings caving in on me. damn why do i let this bother me soo much? w and i are also having horrible times. she told me tonite she doesnt care about me anymore. i dont know if she really ment it or if she was just being a smart ass. what a relief it would be if she would be the one to leave. Anyways just needed to vent seeing as i cant express any of my feelings to OW i figure maybe getting them out here would help.
iVillage Member
Registered: 03-27-2003
In reply to: bigsecrets
Tue, 05-25-2004 - 10:19pm
there must be a planet out of alignment - we all seem to be having a bad day...

i wish i had an answer - all i can offer right now is a hug and support...this sux. db