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| Sun, 12-14-2008 - 10:39am |
Okay..Here are some thoughts..If you had your choice would you rather be you or be her? He says he loves her. He's closest to her..yet here he is cheating on her. I'm going to be honest here in saying this and a part of me feels bad for even saying it. I saw his wife for the first time and I was shocked that she wasn't more beautiful. I was expecting her to be gorgeous because he is. And she's not at all. Just very simple and plain looking. I felt weird that I even thought that..but truly I was expecting some great beauty. I know love is not about looks. But has anyone thought that about their AP's wife? Do some of you think what is it he gets in me that he isn't getting from her? What is he attracted to?
It was so difficult for me to watch her because I felt like such a jerk..knowing what I know. I'm going to walk away again..but I can't go back on EAS until I've been in NC for a long time..it feels unfair to the women trying to support me. I feel like a misfit..lost and in limbo. Choose life or death..cuz purgatory is no fun! Someone said that to me once.

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Hi Logan,
I can't be on EAS anymore either because I just can't go NC.
hello girls, i too know what you are talking about.
same here. when i saw her for the 1st time, i take to take a deep breath. my AP is gorgeous also. however, i sense that he has somehow been refined over time (sort of like a fine, wine) lol !!
however, i have to take into consideration that he married his high school sweetheart.
If I had a choice, I would not want to be the W.
Great post, marti
It's good to be reminded and take into consideration why married men still
I been to his house and seen a picture of his W. I, too, was expecting some gorgeous woman, but she was very unattractive. But then again, my AP is nothing to brag about either. They're both meant for each other. I know exactly what he see's in me: young, gorgeous girl that can stroke his ego.
I am jealous of the fact that she spends more time with him and shares his life. However, I do not want to be her because she is probably going through hell living with a liar and cheat. Not the type of life I want... although deep down I do want to be with him, I know its not the wisest choice.
This is funny! I remember the first time I heard my AP burp and was all giddy about it. How silly! Yes! He burps! OMG!!
This is not related to my AP but I do have to share. One time a guy I was dating..totally toxic and no longer in my heart..anyways he was leaving me a voicemail message and he farted. You could hear it on the message but he just kept on talking like nothing happened.
Men are icky at times!
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