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| Sun, 12-14-2008 - 10:39am |
Okay..Here are some thoughts..If you had your choice would you rather be you or be her? He says he loves her. He's closest to her..yet here he is cheating on her. I'm going to be honest here in saying this and a part of me feels bad for even saying it. I saw his wife for the first time and I was shocked that she wasn't more beautiful. I was expecting her to be gorgeous because he is. And she's not at all. Just very simple and plain looking. I felt weird that I even thought that..but truly I was expecting some great beauty. I know love is not about looks. But has anyone thought that about their AP's wife? Do some of you think what is it he gets in me that he isn't getting from her? What is he attracted to?
It was so difficult for me to watch her because I felt like such a jerk..knowing what I know. I'm going to walk away again..but I can't go back on EAS until I've been in NC for a long time..it feels unfair to the women trying to support me. I feel like a misfit..lost and in limbo. Choose life or death..cuz purgatory is no fun! Someone said that to me once.

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Hi atwitsend,
I too do not belong on EAS which is where I started, thinking, praying and wanting to be done with this mess.
Ladies (those who have been on EAS)
I can no longer sit on my hands.
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
hello clarity and yes you are right.
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
An addict is someone who has become dependent on something.
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
tygerzize,
Its addiction, obsession or something else but all i would say after everytime reading your posts is that you are in deep , really in-deep, hun ;-) which sometimes sounds unreal! i am happy for you that its equally reciprocated.
you are very lucky to have found one that makes you feel all what you write.you really are!
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