Waiting really, really does suck!
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Waiting really, really does suck!
| Tue, 01-06-2009 - 1:23pm |
well its been just over a week since i have heard from my main AP....
| Tue, 01-06-2009 - 1:23pm |
well its been just over a week since i have heard from my main AP....
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having my AP is a good way for me to stay fit...and a size 4.....for real...i mean in my empty time i'm very, active....plus i like to stay looking good especially for him...he at one time didn't like me so thin (men of color like the big booties,
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
Kimmie,
I am so in agreement with you on this waiting. AP's W found out about me last week and they had the discussion and I keep waiting for him to change his mind. Just waiting for that first text or IM of each day is excrutiating. I will not get to see my AP till April.. We live on opposite sides of the country and it is an impossible situation at this point.
My situation is we are both married and he has already told his W he wants a divorce and H and I are in the process of figuring out if it is worth saving... financially we can't afford to get divorced but emotionally I have already left and am figuring out how to get across the country. I have no kids at home and AP has 1 daughter at home who turned out to be the whistle blower. She caught on that Dad was getting text from someone he didn't want her to know about. So he is outed but still living with W who wants to work on the marriage. He says he doesn't he is done...but is he really??? I hate this waiting to find out each day if I am still the one he wants... Why am I doing this???
Sobad
SCU, thank you!!! yeah i really want/need to lose weight for me....
I agree with you Kimmie, size does not determine beauty and VS is for any one who can afford to purchase. Hang in there.
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
"be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"---Dr. Seuss
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