Weekends Blow
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| Sat, 02-07-2009 - 9:04pm |
You know you're a SW to a MM when weekends suck (and blow) all at the same time.
We've been at it 1.5 years, an early d-day about 4 months in... but we're actually in a big upswing. The last 4 months have been really tough, dealt with lots of drama, me trying to run, him trying to keep me in the relationship for the ultimate reward.
I lost my mom in September, lost my job in December, and my 16-year-old daughter is... well, 16.
As I said, we're in an upswing. HE and I are in a very good place, moving in the right direction, but I'm having a very bad day.
I've cried no less than 10 times today... but only the stupid sappy movie cry was about him... everything else was about my job, my kid, my lack of family (okay, that ties to him, but only indirectly).
Just feeling pretty damn lonely. We're planning a trip next week, so I've got lots to look forward to, but today has been rough.
Thanks for listening.

Just want to say I feel your pain mw.
Every weekend for the past 3 months