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what am I doing?
| Thu, 03-18-2004 - 2:07am |
I have been seeing someone for about 21/2 months. This man makes me feel alive. It isn't sex. We have done that twice. He is nice, actually interested in what I have to say. He dosen't call me names. He flew 2000 miles to see me for 1 hour. This is the second time he has made this trip. He makes me feel like a woman again. I am not sure if I am suppose to feel guilty. But I am starting to feel happiness again. Its always been there but burried after years of emotional abuse. I feel like my shell is opening. This other man has helped me become confindent. I have always been confindent, lately its just been covered with crap. His hello makes me smile. Is it wrong to feel happy?
All I know is I am happy. When I am happy and enjoying myself, my house, job, kids and life in general just run smoother. I just needed to get that out. Thank You.
All I know is I am happy. When I am happy and enjoying myself, my house, job, kids and life in general just run smoother. I just needed to get that out. Thank You.

If your guy is single, be very, very careful! He will have nothing to lose while you have everything to lose! He's in the driver's seat here and truth be told you don't really know yet WHO you are inviting into your life. If he's married, even if you end up with him, he already got a bad track record in the fidelity department.This is crazy, girl...do you or your family really need this?