Time to wake up and smell the coffee. The fantasy is good, but if it infringes and threatens reality, it's time to step back and decide which you would rather have. Looks like he did just that. He decided that he'd rather have his W and family. They're what's important to him now.
You can take his lead and decide what's important to you too before anyone (besides yourself) get hurt. Maybe it's time to realized what you had with AP is fantasy and you're not a child anymore...... Now is the time to really take a good look at your life and understand why you persist in having this fantasy life (for 12-yrs) with this OP even knowing that it can cause devastation, hurt and chaos to so many loved ones on both sides if uncovered.
A good dose of reality I think is what's needed here. Let go and be glad you didn't have a D-day to decide the fate of your M.
First of all hugs to you and I am sorry you are hurting. I can't imagine the loss you feel and also feeling like you had no choice. I guess as far as he is concerned there isn't anything you can do.
hugs..can't begin to imagine how hurt sad and at a loss you are right now...12 yrs is a long time so a lot of emotions and love involved. sounds like the wife is hot on his trail and your H is clueless.....hang in there hun maybe he is just looking for some space....keep posting.
Time to wake up and smell the coffee. The fantasy is good, but if it infringes and threatens reality, it's time to step back and decide which you would rather have. Looks like he did just that. He decided that he'd rather have his W and family. They're what's important to him now.
You can take his lead and decide what's important to you too before anyone (besides yourself) get hurt. Maybe it's time to realized what you had with AP is fantasy and you're not a child anymore...... Now is the time to really take a good look at your life and understand why you persist in having this fantasy life (for 12-yrs) with this OP even knowing that it can cause devastation, hurt and chaos to so many loved ones on both sides if uncovered.
A good dose of reality I think is what's needed here. Let go and be glad you didn't have a D-day to decide the fate of your M.
First of all hugs to you and I am sorry you are hurting. I can't imagine the loss you feel and also feeling like you had no choice. I guess as far as he is concerned there isn't anything you can do.
I'm sorry you are in such pain from your ending, losingmyhead.
Wow - I was never in one for twelve years, but my OM would tell me that our affair WAS