What I am doing is wrong!
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What I am doing is wrong!
| Fri, 08-13-2010 - 9:39pm |
Hi all
As you know, I have been doing a lot of thinking about my A, my AP, the decreasing enjoyment I get from this, and the increasing obsessive nature that I am developing. I constantly analyse what I say to him, what he says to me

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Oh boy!
Many ((((hugs)))) Iggy!
What we're all doing is wrong, but we all have our reasons: don't beat yourself up over it.
anotherseyes
I completely relate to what you are saying.
Thanks everyone for your posts. I understand what you are saying Layshka and thank you for your words. I can absolutely work on lessening my expectations, but I read posts like yours and so many others and I dont want to be feeling frustrated when the A is 3 years old, or 10, or 20.
My choices are to FULLY accept it the A
...How can I continue the A when he is being so attentive?......
HI best. I know you are normally nasty in your posts so Im presuming you meant this as sarcastic.
My point is that you start A's because your M is lacking something. In my case its been lacking for years and we have had many MC sessions about it. But when the M starts to improve- how can I continue to 'justify' my behaviour.
Whats worse is that my AP is also backing down a bit for his own reasons. So maybe the stars are aligned and its time to end this A pain??
You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice. ~Steven D. Woodhull
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We have sex so rarely at the moment (mostly because he is sooooo busy saving the planet) that it would simply take a few less texts from me to make it almost fully platonic. (ugh what a kick to the guts that realisation is).
I'm glad to know that I'm not the only one who feels like that!
well I didn't
Thanks mate-
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