WHAT AN IDIOT I AM.. STILL DONT KNOW
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WHAT AN IDIOT I AM.. STILL DONT KNOW
| Wed, 11-04-2009 - 1:13pm |
So I met with AP yesterday in person and I shared with him that I needed him to need me in his life not want me.

Hi jap,
I dont see why your AP would think you were crazy. You didnt say anything crazy. I have been through this before with my AP at one time. We were talking, and I began asking him why is he even with me if he's not miserable at home and just all kinds of stuff. It sounded like I was trying to break up with him but then I really wasnt. So, by the time we were done talking, I was all upset and he seemed mad and I didnt really even know what happend. I wasnt sure if he thought I sounded confused and needy and crazy. I didnt even know if we were done..
So I understand why you feel the way you do but you are not an idiot. You were trying to express yourself and be honest with AP. It's ok. You'll probably here from him soon. Hang in there