Whats with feeling addicted?
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| Sat, 03-20-2010 - 4:36pm |
I have been having an A for 6 months, IC for 5 of it. We also work together, but only see eachother 1-2 week at work. We usually meet 1-2 a month for IC, and once a week for "playing around". We txt daily and talk daily, but not on weekends. A Month ago I told him I had feelings for him, and maybe we should end A..that didn't last a week. He is also married, niether of us want to end our M we just enjoy eachother and feel we are getting what we are missing in our M's. 2 weeks ago he decided to end our A and work on his M....I was heartbroken, but knew it was the right thing to do. We had very little C to NC.. 2 days ago I was working with him and we had a good day all work and no play, and I felt good about our decision. Friday morn. he txts me and and called me... he misses our A and wants to know if I want to still see him. I told him yes. I can't explain it...it's like an addiction and I need a fix! LOL.. I know I can't be the only one who feels this way. He said part of reason he wanted to end A was he felt it was too much contact.. he was talking more to me than his family and was consumed with the thoughts of our A

lostsoul,
You are absolutely right about the feeling of addiction.
Edited 3/30/2010 12:59 pm ET by suerank