When he feels guilty
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| Fri, 12-19-2008 - 9:40pm |
My AP and I have been having an A for 4 months. In the beginning things were good, but the first time we got physical, his guilt started to get the better of him (I am M, he is Engaged). That was a couple of months ago. We still get together (our last date was Monday) and we usually end up getting P. His guilt is getting the best of him though, and I'm afraid it's going to mean the end of our R. We usually send each other messages on Myspace everyday, but he hasn't logged in to his account today and I'm worried! He's only gone a day without messaging me once in this whole time, and I miss him.
It's very hard for me when he feels guilty. He admits there is a spark between us, but he said he's trying not to let it become a fire (too late for me!). I know he wants me badly, and I want him even more, but his guilt is tearing us apart. I just feel like he's going to dump me (he says he won't, but I'm insecure). I can't be just friends with him, I care so much about him it would tear me apart to be with him and not be able to hold him or kiss him. I'm just so frustrated! Does anyone have any advice to help me through the trying times?


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