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| Sun, 03-15-2009 - 7:41am |
Have been a lurker for long....alterntaing between most of the affairs boards....really like the support over here.
Brief history...MW, with 2 kids, been in an affair with a MM, he also has 2 kids...who has been my best friend for long long time. Our affair started when we shared our feelings for each other and his declaring his long standing love for me. We have grown so much into each other and too much in love. Not a day pass by without us saying that to each other. Things got serious and steps were taken to be together, but both WS not ready for divorce and they succeeded in seperating us and creating a lot of misunderstandings between both of us, but just for less than 2 months. Only option left is to just start living together, which I was reluctant to thinking of my DDs and the

I left a M after a brief A, and I can tell you it was the best
Myrasfriend, thanks a lot for that reply. I was trying to find someone who had been through similar situation. Frankly, every time I had tried to end it with AP, our feelings just got all the more stronger. After 4 days of No Contact, I am a mad woman and I really feel like I will lose myself for the sake of everyone else. Had a brief talk with H last night and he seems to be more adjusted to the whole idea of having a life without me. AP is distressed since I initiated NC..came to me once saying he is broke, I was more harsh on him, felt like I owe it to his and my kids to try everything. Since that, he responded to one of my nasty emails saying he will try to stay away from me and stand this pain rather than hear this hateful words from me. And now I am chasing him. Go Figure.
It feels so relieving to have atleast one person to talk to. God Bless You and your relationship.
Sometimes I feel like a fool to be believing in true love and soulmate concepts still, but people like you who still feels the same way after 10 years are really refreshing.