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Why do I do it all?
| Fri, 10-23-2009 - 9:14am |
This is pretty much just a vent..just not sure where to turn or what my fool head is thinking.
| Fri, 10-23-2009 - 9:14am |
This is pretty much just a vent..just not sure where to turn or what my fool head is thinking.
Fooledmetwice,
You are getting close to being ready for NC. It's one of the hardest things I ever did but it was necessary for sanity purposes. You will feel empowered when you draw the line in the sand and say "no more". He is walking all over you, because he can. I was in the same spot, I knew what he was doing but I just got to the point where enough was enough, my emotional state started to scare me. The longer you are in NC (no contact) the better you will feel and when you are the one to end it, it puts the ball back in your court.... Most women in affairs are not in control of the relationship as we all know... I have been 7 months NC and not looking back. I have my self esteem and dignity back, no man is worth that!