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why do i feel like crying.
| Tue, 11-04-2008 - 3:16pm |
My ap and I had the most amazing morning. We met, had the most amazing sex. I will say three times and the man could still keep going, one time was in the shower. We talked, laughed, and I helped him with his resume. He still is unemployed. Finding something with his salary requirements is tough. He told how gorgues I looked today and noticed I did my hair. When we where leaving I said can I tell you something, he said yes, I said you know I care for you and I love you. He kissed me and wed said good bye and we would talk on friday. I don't see him as much, the emotions *re stronger. I wanted to cry when we had to say good bye and still do. He's so much better at dealing with emotions more then I am. It was a beautiful 4 hours of alone time for us.

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I just wanted to say I know exactly how you feel.
I dread this feeling, because I know it's coming to me. My AP and I are going out on Saturday night, and he said he would love to spend the whole night with me. That will be our first whole night together, and I just don't know how will I feel on Sunday after he will leave...I'll probably be crushed.
(((Hugs)))
For me the sadness came after he left me to go
You are so right, the sadness definately comes after they leave you to go be with the W.
I am also excited for this weekend. I am going over night with AP at his hunting cabin. I too can't wait. It is tough when you leave but not too bad since we see each other alot and he never makes me feel like I am 2nd which of course I am but it nevers feels that way. Just enjoy the time and remember that he must really want to be with you if you get him
Has anyone ever asked why we put ourselves in these situations
Ahhh...the million dollar question.
I leave to go home to my H also.
*sigh*
I love your posts, by the way. They are very down to earth.
Edited 11/6/2008 10:43 am ET by vivaciousgirl (p-1875112866)
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