wine induced email update
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wine induced email update
| Sun, 01-11-2004 - 12:58pm |
lol, well about 2 hrs after sending the the email i debated for days about sending, i got a reply. all it said was " mon? tues?". i immediately sent another one that back that said either or both. so all weekend ive been thinking "COOL", and have been just cruising around on cloud 9. well last night i heard from a co-worker that he left on friday and wont be back in town until tuesday. so now im wondering, why suggest mon or tues and then leave, obviously the trip was planned in advance, OR, did he just say that at work so its easier for him to spend a day with me? someone hand me a seatbelt!

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gurl
Lazy, about the going out of town thing? My MM would quite often say something like "lets get together Wed" then that day he tells me he has some court date or something and can't come over. Its usually some type of thing that I think "he had to know beforehand that this was on that day". So why bother saying you'll come over when you know that you won't? Maybe its just so I wouldn't get mad at him because usually when he cancelled, I'd let it go, but a couple of times I got a little angry about being cancelled on at the last minute.
Anyhow, I really feel down. My heart feels like its in my stomach right now, just waiting to see if I hear from him. Then if I do, my heart will be racing.
If I don't hear from him, I'll probably be crying by tonight, even though I told myself I wasn't going to get emotionally attached to him. Stupid me.
Dusty
enuf said!
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Dusty
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