Would it really work if we were together
Would our seperate worlds crash if my MM and I were to finally live a life together?
For those of you that don't know my story, I have been in my A for 12 yrs. We are both M and planned to be together as soon as his youngest goes to college, which is in about 3-1/2 yrs. Probably seems to some like such a long time away but when you've been waiting for as long as we have...it's sure getting close!
Anyway, as it gets closer I find myself worrying a lot about how do we really fit into each others daily world?
We work together so we have that in common along with the circle of coworkers and customers.
But he is management and I am peon! We are different economic classes. I rent a 3-bedroom townhouse now and if I were to leave my husband, I would live in a one or two bed. apt. where it takes one step to enter each room in the joint! My MM lives in a huge house in an upper class neighborhood. His kids are very very different than mine. The are involved in every extracurricular activity there is, plus they're in every community play and musical and have performed at fairs etc. My son acts like he's from the hood half the time, although he isn't. We are just average middle class people. When my MM and I are together everything could not be more perfect. We love each other very much. But lately I've been thinking so much about how different our seperate lives are. They are like night and day. Granted when we are together all kids will be grown but will the two way different families be able to blend? My MM comes from a very large family. I'm starting to wonder if I would fit in? One thing about me and my H, we fit, you know what I mean?
Any words of wisdom?
Sorry for rambling...just needed to vent out loud. Thanks to anyone who was listening...lol