Yay! He's back
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Yay! He's back
| Tue, 08-25-2009 - 2:59pm |
Hi everyone,
Well, my AP/BF is back from his vacation and his homecoming was really sweet and wonderful...until he left for home that is :0(
I kind of knew it had to happen, so I was somewhat prepared for it (although I will admit to feeling let down and disappointed). There's the "I have more important things to do than being with you" feeling that I get...even though I know he has to do a few househould chores. He's been gone for so long, first working out of town and then his vacation...I know the lawn will need to be taken care of, etc.
I will try not to think about those things and instead, concentrate on how great it was to finally be together again. When he walked through my door and gathered me in his arms,

Hi Benska,
I'm so very happy for you and glad your AP/BF is back. You and I sound so much alike as far as the way we think when it comes to our AP. That's so great that he wants to go on a road trip with you. I would be so ecstatic.
I hope you and your AP end up together if that's what you want. I'm hoping the same for me. I hope we will be together and be trully happy. One day they will realize what good women we are. I hope he realizes this soon before I get to the point that I can't take it anymore. Sorry, didnt mean to get on a somber note.
Anyways, very very happy for you. And yes, its good to post the good things that happen in our R. Have a great evening!
Thanks caribu79,
I too have felt that we are living similar lives! I can only hope that this little trip brings us just that much closer. And if I get to meet one of his brothers, if I died tomorrow I would be HAPPY. Not to be a downer, but I'm certain that you understand what I mean!
I am just going to live in the moment and enjoy every second of it. I will banish ALL bad thoughts during this trip. I will be the most wonderful companion and hopefully he will be able to project and see how wonderful a future we could have together...if he could only let us.
But enough! Thanks again for the well wishes...I hope that you can experience the same togetherness, and soon!
benska