A younger man
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| Thu, 05-06-2004 - 8:36pm |
Anyway, last month, I hired a college student who lives in the neighborhood to do some yard work. The project lasted for a few days, and each day, I made him lunch. On the third day, after lunch, one thing led to another and we ended up in bed together. It was the most intense sexual experience of my life.
Since that day, the young man has come to my home every weekday after my H leaves for work, and we have two or three hours of unbelievable sex, and then he leaves for class.
My H doesn’t suspect a thing. He is aware of my “friendship” with this young man, likes him, and has encouraged me to continue to develop the relationship.
I am addicted to this young man’s lovemaking. On weekends, when we can’t make love because my H is home, I have physical withdrawal symptoms, like a drug addict. Last Sunday, I just couldn’t take it any more, so I told my H that I needed help with the housework and “hired” my OM to help me. He came over and made love to me on the laundry room floor while my H watched the baseball game upstairs.
I know that what I’m doing is wrong. He’s only 22 – younger than my youngest child. Although I don’t love him and our A is purely sexual, I do have some feelings for him and want him have a healthy relationship a girl his own age, and I’m afraid that the A is an impediment to that. Also, we live in a fairly small, close knit community, and if the A becomes public knowledge, I would be very embarrassed, in light of the age differential. However, I just can’t stop. I’m addicted to him.

Hi and welcome to the board,
It's the adrenalin rush... while I've never done drugs... all but alcohol... I can imagine that it feels just like a high.
Sweet
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