Your First Sexual Encounter?
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Your First Sexual Encounter?
| Tue, 09-02-2003 - 6:17pm |
Ok, I was in a very emotional EMA but it never progressed to sex. I was just wondering, how did you feel after the first time you had sex / made love with someone other than your DH or DW....
Just curious.
Thanks for answering!
Jeli

I felt very confused and conflicted. On the
one hand, I had just had the best sex of my
life. On the other, I had a hard time reconciling
my actions with my self image. So how could
something that was so forbidden and wrong be
so good? You eventually work it out.
ditr
I shouldn't be here... things to do and people to see :) but somehow I just had to answer this one at least.
I have to say that leading up to the encounter... since we had arranged it and I had said to MM that I couldn't promise anything as I was not sure I could go through with it... but anyway... leading up to it I was terrified. I had that sinking feeling in my stomach and I felt like I was going to be sick.
However... from the moment MM kissed me... all that just disappeared... I gave myself and my body over to him. I can't explain it... I hadn't been with another man in somewhat 15 years or so and never thought that I could feel this way ever.
Afterwards... I didn't feel guilty... just wonderful and funnily enough... refreshed... I felt that new life and been breathed into me. While after 3 years... things certainly have settled between us to an extent... but it still keeps getting better and better and I still can that all new tinglyness when I know that I'm going to see him.
I can't say that the first time is ever going to be easy... and you certainly have to get the mind right and be prepared for something new.
luv and hugs
Sweet
Sweet
Co-Community Leader My
I felt fine. Good even.
Not guilty. Didn't indulge myself with that unpleasantness.
Liberal
OM and I coudn't keep our hands
off each other. I did not feel
anything but good. It was great:)
~passion