You've lost that lovin feelin'...
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You've lost that lovin feelin'...
| Fri, 11-21-2003 - 10:23am |
And it's gone, gone, gone...... I think I've fallen out of love with MM. I've mentioned I want to be FWOB- now that I know what that means :-) .... but lately I don't even feel any attraction to him. We went out to eat the other night and as I looked across the table at him I found myself wondering how I ever lusted for him. I find myself looking for excuses not to see him, or starting little spats so I have an excuse not to call him. This morning I called him when I knew he wouldn't be available- now I'm off the hook for the rest of the day. He won't dare call my house because he knows DH is off from work, but he can't say, "Why didn't you call me on Friday?" *Sigh*
I've told him I just 'don't feel that way' anymore and he says he'll wait till I do. I just don't know if it will ever come back.... I don't know if I want it to. But I like having him in my life as someone I can talk to. *Another Sigh* The good news is that DH and I have been doing great.
I've told him I just 'don't feel that way' anymore and he says he'll wait till I do. I just don't know if it will ever come back.... I don't know if I want it to. But I like having him in my life as someone I can talk to. *Another Sigh* The good news is that DH and I have been doing great.

Atleast you and DH are doing great opposed to you finding yourself with no interest in DH or OM/MM...good things are ahead of you girl!
cl-liberalgirl
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*Will I fall for MM again if we keep in touch?
*I really don't want to do 'no contact' but MM might want to.
*Would MM ever tell DH out of anger/spite? I don't think he would, but I'm still a little nervous. MM's got a lot to lose too.
Update on MM... We've been totally platonic with each other- not even flirting. I can tell he's a little upset that I won't give him any alone time, but he said he'd wait till I fell for him again. I don't think that's going to happen.
think about if it were you and HE was the one saying he didn't feel it for ya
anymore...... not so wonderful, right ???
Guess i am just thinking how i woould feel....
Still I agree........... if you can grow where your planted, all the better. Having an A
sucks when you haven't lost that lovin' feelin' and if you can move on from it so much
easier for you.
Even being separated 2yrs.... if I could start my M over, esp now that he is looking so
fine....(lost 70 pounds) and is not drinking so much..... I might consider it.
I am glad it happened this way for you.
Deb