Am I just kidding myself?
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|Thu, 06-09-2011 - 2:02pm|
If you don't remember the back story, I have been with my BF for a year and a half. He is 35 and I am 32. Due to his diabetes he suffers from ED and we have never had intercourse. Despite controlling his diabetes very well, and trying every treatment for ED short of surgery, nothing has worked. There has been some improvement, but for now it seems to be as good as it's going to get. He may possibly be entering some clinical trials, but I have zero expecations since it's another form of a drug he has already tried. I can no longer hold out hope when he tries something new. For my own sanity. I have just accepted that this is the way things are and will be.
You know how in stories when someone sells their soul to the devil, they get what they ask for but there's always a catch? That's how I feel sometimes. He is so sweet, loving, affectionate. He's never raised his voice to me. He's a good communicator. He's responsible. He's good to my daughter and she likes him.