Can't loose what isn't there
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|Tue, 08-28-2007 - 10:30pm|
Its was just never there to loose is my conclusion.
I've have self-analyzed,, I've read everything , I think.
I've talked here,,, I've talked to girlfriends.
I've come to the conclusion , I've never had a libido to loose.
I'm not dead... couple of times a months are just fine with me.
Thats just the way I am. I think I was 20 something before I ever
thought about sex and that was only cause the guy I was with wanted it.
I've been medically checked out and I'm healthy . YEA!
Yes there was problems growing up,, I won't deny that.
But I never as a teenager ooooo'd over the boys nor "felt" anything.
I am going back into thereby cause my dear DH thinks my lack of libido is
his all his fault and I hate myself for him feeling that way. I keep telling him its not him.
I've tired just about everything ,I think.. But the self-hate is growing strong.
I can't stand it anymore. I'm not looking to become a super horny female that jumps DH
everytime she can... granted DH might like that :-)
I just don't want to hate myself anymore.