From a LL thats had enough
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|Sat, 02-17-2007 - 5:44pm|
Been reading other comments and ...........
AMEN!!!!! to Freelance. I've been sitting here feeling like a piece of sh** cause I can not for the life of me (and lord I've tried it all) get into sex. I'm just not built that way.
Living with a HL is like trying to feed a person a gourmet meal every nite and all you as a LL can only come up with is Mcdonalds. I can cook everynite. ...but is only Mcdonalds he gets fed and I'm so *Y&^&%%&%^ tired of feeling like there is something wrong with me when there is NOTHING wrong with me.. its just the way I'm built. AND if I happen to want sex.. (yes it does happen) he laughs and asks what wrong with me. I usually tear up and leave the room. and lord forbit if we happen to have (what he deams) as great sex one day ,, then he wants more more more!!. I run and hide.. Cuause I can't. There is nothing there in my sole to make me desire sex and more than I'm built for.
We are going on vacation for 2 weeks and I almost dread it cause... will I be able to fullfill his needs and make him feel that I am into haveing sex, when I'm not????. Or will I just be giving him "pity sex" as someone said elsewhere.
I'm at a lost......................... maybe I should just set him free to be with someone who can give him what he wants. (sob)
Anyone that says sex is sopose to release strees should read this web-site. Its full of people that are stressed about it.