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|Sun, 11-18-2007 - 4:37pm|
My hubby and I have been married for 6 years and in the begining we had sex everywhere and anywhere. Now it has been almost a full year since. I'm not sure what is wrong with me. I don't have LL, I have NO libido. I have run out of excuses. When I was 14 I was raped by my first official boyfriend. When I was 17 I got pregnant with my first real boyfriend since the rape. When my husband and I got together I got pregnant 2 weeks into our relationship. I can't use my fear of getting pregnant again because he got a vasectomy to solve that problem.
I don't know what the deal is. Is it the rape? Is it my self-esteem? I am 5'3" and 200 pounds. When we met I was 110 pounds. I just don't want to, but I don't want him to go elsewhere either. He is getting really aggrivated. We work opposite shifts. I am asleep when he gets home from work, and he is asleep when I leave for work.
I love my hubby more than anything in this world and I am afraid to lose him. Does anyone know if they make a viagra for women?