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|Wed, 06-06-2007 - 12:24am|
He went away for the weekend. I missed him terribly and I was SO happy to
see him come home. When he walked in the door,, I jumped for glee and hugged and kissed him. but... nope... not one twinge of desire. Nothing there. There never is anything there.. that , oh I need you feeling that others talk about. We did do it that night but it was a H*** of alot of work on my part to get me going. I kept trying to stop him.. why bother.. I take way to long and it just gets frustrating for me cause I know he feels that he's doing something wrong. agh. I am such a shi** lover. :-(
Today he teases that he never gets any, that really hurts and if I talk flirty he just goes "yea right" and that hurts too. He told me not to wait up for him tonight. Last nite he slept on the couch cause I was so tried, almost feel asleep driving home.
(note he's only been home for 2 nites!) I know hes frustrated, not with the amount of sex but the quality.
After reading alot of post this evening.. esp. venredi01 ,,, maybe I should let him go.
He could find someone that makes him happy. I try but its never good enough.. in my mind.
I'm sorry but "IT" just doesnt' work, I can't get into it.
He deserves alot more then me.
just needed to rant.