tables are SO turned...what the heck?
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|Fri, 12-29-2006 - 2:05pm|
First it was the interrogation any time I tried to initiate. The whole “why are you doing this now, all of a sudden.” We talked about that, and I thought we reached an understanding, but I was a little skittish and reluctant, so I waited a while before initiating again. Remember, I am the LL! I don’t really WANT to initiate. So now his big thing is “don’t touch me!” He says this any time I get near him. I am starting to try to think of ways to fix this damn thing, get back on track, whatever, and he’s sabotaging me at every turn. If he was trying to teach me a lesson..which he swears he wasn’t with the inquisition, I am definitely past learning it. I mean, I know what he was going through with me rejecting him. I am the one who wants it now and can’t get it! Enough already!! And I NEVER said to him “don’t touch me” I do say “stop” or “cut it out” when he is touching me in a way that I don’t like, or that doesn’t feel good to me, but for god’s sake, that’s NORMAL. I’m not really hoping for much in the way of advice here, but if anyone has some, I’d be glad to read it. It helps just to vent a little in any case.
Randa, the sexually frustrated LL!! I must be a total anomaly.