I am such an idiot!!!!!!
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|Thu, 06-03-2010 - 11:18pm|
You can all tell me I told you so.
He begs to get me back after I move out, telling me he has had a big shift in his life, and that he has been selfish, and what I want is not unreasonable (sex two-three times a week), and he actually "felt emotions" the last few times we had sex, etc.
Fast forward to a month later. I am again rejected, he makes "joking" comments about me being selfish and a sex addict. Tonight and the last time we saw each other he doesn't feel well, acts like it is a chore to touch me. Back to the distant sex, the last thing on his list to do for the day.
Why did I believe him? Why don't I listen to you good people?
Now I feel so hopeless I will never be able to get what I want. Am I really asking for too much?
Thank you for letting me vent.