I am suddenly LL :(
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|Tue, 11-09-2010 - 5:33am|
For those who do not know my story, I originally came to this board because my partner and I had a slight mismatched libido. He was lower than me. The situation was resolved - he really got the message and things worked well for a long while. Probably because he did not truly lack desire, but rather lacked initiative and had scewered priorities.
Now I am the issue. I have stopped desiring sex, struggle to orgasm and wish he would "leave me alone". We always go to bed together, but I am at a point where I consider hitting the sack ridiculously early to avoid the issue. Many times I do something for his benefit, which he is satisfied with, but I feel uncomfortable still. Semen has become repulsive to me and if I get some on any part of my body, I am desperate to wash immediately.
I no longer desire sex while on my own either. I don't fantasize or even think about it (except in negative terms).