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|Mon, 03-31-2003 - 8:52am|
Bad weekend. Tried to initiate sex Saturday night, and we were back to the old routine. Sure, he says, kissing, hugging, groping.... nothing. I really was going to let it go this time, and just turned over to go to sleep. A few minutes later I can hear him crying. So I try to reassure him its alright, all the stuff you are suppose to do, the whole time holding in the fact that I am so horney... well by the time it is all done, I am feeling guilty for being horney and wanting sex! How the hell did that happen?
I really am almost to the point where trying to have sex with my DH is such an ordeal, that I don't want it anymore. Not that I don't want sex, but beginning to be too much trouble to want it from him.
Ok, so part of this is venting, but I really am at the end of my rope. We are buying a house and I really am beginning to think that by the time we move in, we are only going to be roommates.
It is not suppose to be this hard!