Ex boyfriend still loves me and wants me
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| Tue, 06-13-2006 - 2:05pm |
Sorry, I had posted this in a wrong msg board!
hi guys/gals out there!
I came back in search of my love after 6 years of my own marriage, and same six years of him waiting for me to come back. Yes, he waited for me for 6 years (he had told me that he will when I had told him about my marriage), now he is married since 6 months and he is expecting a child. I met him now- he told me he is thrilled to see me back and he told me he still loves me, we spoke about everything-my married life and how his life was without me. You ask-How did I meet him so suddenly? I called him: I COULD NOT GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND FOR THESE 6 YEARS EVEN THOUGH I WAS MARRIED TO ANOTHER MAN. First reason was "I realize that I just love my ex boy friend", second- my marriage now is almost broken, I don't see anything common between my husband and me. 6 years back, it was me who had left my BF since our situation was worse. I was caught red handed in my house for loving my boy friend, my BF was unemployed at that time, I was employed and it made me feel uncertain to rely on him. I could not convince my parents that my BF needs more time for him to be employed so that I can marry him and settle down. I had lost it.
So, I had to leave my BF. The worst decision I took was to marry someone else (who is my husband today) My parents forced me to marry. I was 23 at that time-very very vulnerable, less stable than what I am today. This marriage has costed me a lot- a lot. I have had this unfortunate marriage and not happy today. My husband is also not happy. We both know our marriage is going to drains. I am feeling we both are in a "Life Sentence" and we are remaining married because we are married in front of hundreds of people! My BF is well settled today with a good job. Today, when I met my BF, and told him that I am not happy with my husband, he felt raged with anger that my husband could not keep me happy and he is upset with himself that he did not come to the wedding hall 6 years back and stop my marriage from happening in front of all people. He is very sad for me. He is very very sad that I did not come back to him just 6 months ago-so that he would not have married his wife at all. Anyways, this is what happened. I know that HE LOVES ME. He knows that I LOVE HIM. We both have feeling for each other. True. I want to leave my husband today-I mean divorce him. I told this to my BF. My BF told me to COME BACK TO HIS LIFE and THAT HE WILL GIVE ME EVERYTHING I WANT, AND THAT HE LOVES ME.
I mean- my BF told me he will take me as his second wife. He told me he got married 6 months back since he was under pressure from his father who was almost dying in bed. He told me he could not forget me for even one day and that him having a baby now with his wife is just happening but it is nothing like me coming back to his life again. He was so happy yesterday when we were together like old times. I was so happy too. He says "come back to me- I will take care of you, don't worry".
My situation- A man who is my ex BF is asking me to be his second wife. He is going to have a child 3 months from today. I love him. He loves me. Past things happened. But we both want to face life practically. I need some strength to be his second wife. I have the ball in my court. I am in India right now. I am going back to USA next week. I have a new job offer in USA. He lives here in India. He has left it open to me to come back to India taking all my belongings from USA, asking for a divorce from my husband. And me- I cannot imagine living with my husband. What do you think I should do?

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