Update to Cntrlling Emotion. abusive bf
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|Sun, 06-22-2003 - 9:07pm|
the other day (21st) i decided to break up with him. i explained it all to him, and he understood, apologized, and said he would do anything i asked to change, he would do anything not to lose me. he asked ifi would promise him that i wouldnt think about breaking up again until i found out he couldnt change, if that happened. well just that night, and the day later, he has been acting different and i consulted him with this also. hes doing the whole 'trying to make me feel guilty for it' thing, which i know abusive men will do. its focused on how bad he feels now and that junk. i had talked myself into not wanting to be with him, and now i still am, so im half happy i am, and half im not, i've been thinking about what i would say now to break up with him, but i feel so lame and immature that i have to do it again. i know he will feel even worse this time, and i feel i will look like the bad guy.