I'm so sorry you are in this situation BUT....you MUST be very careful with this person. From how you describe things (I guess I did.....I could feel where he grabbed me by my neck.....) are you SURE he didn't put some type of drug into your drink to make you not remember? For him to get *this* mad at you when you were "playing around"....he's dangerous......You have got to stay away from this person.....and if you are near him, you must refrain from drinking. This situation could've ended up way worse.
Please call your counselor. Call her 10 x a day until she calls you back if you have to. YOu have to focus on you right now.....you have to get yourself healthy so you can learn how to stay away from unhealthy people such as this person. I know it's easier said than done--but for your well being-physical and emotional-you have to do it. Keep saying "I deserve better".....
Have you considered visiting the Recognizing and Dealing with Domestic Abuse" board? They might be able to give you resources to use as well.
I'm so sorry you are in this situation BUT....you MUST be very careful with this person. From how you describe things (I guess I did.....I could feel where he grabbed me by my neck.....) are you SURE he didn't put some type of drug into your drink to make you not remember? For him to get *this* mad at you when you were "playing around"....he's dangerous......You have got to stay away from this person.....and if you are near him, you must refrain from drinking. This situation could've ended up way worse.
Please call your counselor. Call her 10 x a day until she calls you back if you have to. YOu have to focus on you right now.....you have to get yourself healthy so you can learn how to stay away from unhealthy people such as this person. I know it's easier said than done--but for your well being-physical and emotional-you have to do it. Keep saying "I deserve better".....
Have you considered visiting the Recognizing and Dealing with Domestic Abuse" board? They might be able to give you resources to use as well.