Another rock in my shoe!!!!!!! (vent)
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Another rock in my shoe!!!!!!! (vent)
| Tue, 05-29-2007 - 5:11pm |
Ok...so I THOUGHT things were going as planned, until my friend (who's apartment I will be living in) told me TODAY - 2 DAYS before I was supposed to move in that she thinks it's better that I stay with my mom or my aunt for 2 weeks to a month before moving into her house. I understand where she's coming from - she's looking out for all of our safety - but COME ON!!! Give me some frickin notice! SHe feels this will allow us to see where his head is at once I'm gone. Because if I just "disappear" off the face of the earth, he will go into angry stalker mode and cause MAJOR problems. She's probably right. But I feel like if I go back to my moms (first place he will check) it will only make me feel even more guilty by seeing him, rather than trying to handle things in court. I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. I'm so torn right now...by not going thru with things the way I was planning for the past few weeks, makes me feel like I won't be able to go thru with it and then things will only be worse if we get back together, because I can guarentee that he will NOT let a DAY go by without reminding me that I tried to take his kids away. Then he'd probably do the same...You know what? Just by writing that, it occured to me that I DO NEED to go thru with this, no matter where I go right now... he is too crazy to reconcile with...plus I think I will basically be giving up my family...they won't trust me anymore...they want to help, but not until it's legal....

It sounds like he's going to be angry either way... so just be careful and smart about what you do, and make it clear that if he crosses any lines that make you feel unsafe, that HIS ACTIONS will leave you NO OTHER CHOICE but to call the police and take legal action.... for HIS actions.
Good luck.
Karen ~ wildlucky4me ~