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|Wed, 01-25-2012 - 1:35pm|
I cannot get out of bed. I cry all the time. I am so confused. He was a good and loving husband while we were married. The drug that I know he is doing is pot. Most say that is not a big deal. I know when he is on that, he does not care about anything. I am not sure if he is doing other types of drugs or not. He is fully fuctioning though, working out now, working at his job, and going to EMT school. So I look like the crazy one. I don't know how he is able to do all of this, and I cannot function or get out of bed. I lost my home, my animals, he left me with a vechile that is not safe to drive. I experienced bad chest pain last night, as I have a bad heart. I begged his friend and cousin, the only two contacts to get a hold of him, and explained I needed to to ER having chest pain. He never contacted me to help me. I don't know how he could be like this towards me. Noone calls me, I feel so alone in world and very unloved. The pain so deep that I cannot get out of bed and I feel like a nervous wreck all the time. I feel like my life is over and nothing good is going to happen for me. I am really scared about my life. I feel so alone.