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Confused to say the least
| Sat, 05-26-2007 - 8:04pm |
Ok so I have posted the other day about my rollercoaster marriage, again we are seperated, I had to meet him at the bank to sign the Income tax return, that he already said he cashed but they wouldn't let him...LOL... So we walk out of the bank and he says, can I take you to lunch....OMG what is up with that, he moved out because he says he doesn't love me anymore... I said No thank you... he said I bought you something for lunch and you will really like it... I said no thank you... He said I got you a sausage pepper and onion sandwich from the boardwalk....I said no thank you (I wanted that darn sandwich)lol...so he did his small talk, I said to him Look me in the face and tell me you don't Love me anymore... He put his head down and said Deep down I do but I have to be on my own.. You are better off without me, you will be happy... I said oh yes look how happy I am now.. then he talked to a friend and said I deserve someone who will be there for me all the time, and he cant....So then why can't I let go.... I know I should we have been through this 3 other times, and twice when we where seperated he had a sexual realtionship with another women.. and I even took him back...How stupid am I... I can't let go, I look online to see where he is, I have men ask me out, I just cant... how long will this take to let it go and not be obsessed with him.... Love is not only blind it is stupid....Because I sure feel that way now. What should I do to help myself along to get out of this rut... thanks for all your help

When u know how to move on, let me know.
Good luck
lydia