Day 2

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Registered: 12-11-2003
Day 2
2
Thu, 08-11-2005 - 9:05am


Thanks for your warm welcome. I hope this is just over soon. It's day 2 of being moved out I've spent 2-nights so far with mom she stayed with me last night it felt good to have her there. Her and my step-dad have a house boat they stay on all summer so I have the house all to myself until November. The first night I was all alone and it was pretty bad last night she was there and he wasn't that bad. I have to learn that all the bad things with our marriage out weigh the good. He has only called one time to say he loves me he has never asked me to come home. He has been soo mean since Friday about everything, then yesterday about noon he called crying, he said he would call last night but he never did. I don't think he cares, I have to keep telling myself he doesn't love me or want me to keep myself going and staying strong. I'll be posting alot here during the day while I'm at work, in the evenings I don't have a computer so I'll stay busy going to see friends. Problem is all my friends are close to where we lived, so I may run in to him time to time but I can't give up my friends they have sooo much support for me. My family is great too, it's just soo hard inside. It hurts sooo bad to know the one person that you saw yourself growing old with doesn't love you anymore. I do think he has a girlfriend, but it will come out, and of course I don't care. Keep pushing me girls, I can do this with alot of support. Thanks ladies I need this soo much, he has been pushing me away for soo long I just can't even start to explain all that, I could write a book. I'll check back in a little bit.

Stac
Heartbroken

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Registered: 03-06-2005
In reply to: stacyboomer
Thu, 08-11-2005 - 11:09am

Hugs sweetie, you can do this. You will be ok :)


Angelena






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Registered: 03-19-2003
In reply to: stacyboomer
Fri, 08-12-2005 - 11:44pm
We're here with ya, Stacy.... hang in there!


Karen ~ wildlucky4me

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