Ex is marring his mistress...and it hur
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Ex is marring his mistress...and it hur
| Tue, 06-12-2007 - 12:48pm |
I just saw the wedding announcement in the paper of my ex and his mistress he left me for.
Even though he tore me up, I mean the worst year I've ever had in 2004, I still love him I guess. He's not the same person I was married to for 12 years. But I remember the good person inside him that I once knew. We had a good marriage and I thought I was blessed to be married to such a good man. We didn't even argue about things. Now thats what he seems to want to do every time I see him. ANd he used to not curse, now he does, He used to protect our kids from shows they shouldn't see. Now he lets them watch what they want to. I miss the old him so bad it hurts. I don't want my children to have anything to do with the wedding but I know he's going to want them in there. Even my daughter, which is his ex step daughter. I feel like I'm going crazy. And the worst part is, I'm seeing someone else. I can't tell him how I feel, I coudn't hurt someone like that.
How does someone deal with something like this and keep going on? I guess I hoped his girlfriend would get tired of him and go to another person in their company. And then he would come back to me.
Even though he tore me up, I mean the worst year I've ever had in 2004, I still love him I guess. He's not the same person I was married to for 12 years. But I remember the good person inside him that I once knew. We had a good marriage and I thought I was blessed to be married to such a good man. We didn't even argue about things. Now thats what he seems to want to do every time I see him. ANd he used to not curse, now he does, He used to protect our kids from shows they shouldn't see. Now he lets them watch what they want to. I miss the old him so bad it hurts. I don't want my children to have anything to do with the wedding but I know he's going to want them in there. Even my daughter, which is his ex step daughter. I feel like I'm going crazy. And the worst part is, I'm seeing someone else. I can't tell him how I feel, I coudn't hurt someone like that.
How does someone deal with something like this and keep going on? I guess I hoped his girlfriend would get tired of him and go to another person in their company. And then he would come back to me.
