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Feeling bummed today
| Sun, 01-29-2006 - 4:32pm |
Hi,
I haven't posted too much. For the most part I've been OKAY with all of this because my marriage just wasn't that loving to begin with. I've been trying to focus on my new life and new adventures. Today I just had a bummer day. The reality is, I have herpes from a bit of a wild period in my life (early 20s) and a child with special needs. The chances of another relationship are very high. While I don't need a man 24/7 or anytime soon...it makes me sad to think that the last time I will have sex was before thanksgiving. Will I spend every new years dateless? All of these thoughts are there today and I am sad. Thanks for listening to me.
Kimberly

Hugs, Brenda
Exactly...I think my last time was a "quickie" during nap.
I meant to say my chances AREN'T high for another relationship. Oh well...hopefully this too shall pass.
thanks for being mopey with me :)
Kim, a very wise lady who used to post on these boards told me once, "Just chalk it up as a bad day!" That's all it is for you. Let yourself feel lousy today, knowing you'll feel better tomorrow.
Also, do you journal? When I am having a really bad day, I just write down every miserable thing I am thinking, and it feels like the poison is just leaving my body and mind. It's very theraputic!
Hang in there. Let us know how you feel tomorrow.
Hey Kimberly...
Unfortunately, we have days like these and those are never easy questions to answer as we never really know until something else happens... but I'm hoping that tomorrow is much more peaceful for you... try to do a little something special for yourself!
*hugs*
Julie